Stop downplaying my ideas

What I want to tell myself about 2016

 I need to tell myself that I am worth the money, the investment, and the trust. I have a black belt in second guessing decisions and downplaying my skills, which confuses me and the Universe. It's time to believe in myself and understand that no one sees my finally finding a career in my 40's as a sign that I failed all my life. I will also stop relying on other peoples opinions of me to be my barometer for my emotions, black and white thinking (They like me = I'm happy or they hate me = I'm sad) is simply setting me up for failure. #TellYourself #Quest2016

I keep confusing the universe